I was shocked to know that lesbians really existed around me.

At that time, I knew that homosexual man called "Homo" and homosexual woman called "Rezu" but they are not realistic to me.

In fact, I just knew the term "homosexual love" and what that meant, but had no chance to see and talk with homosexual people. I only got information from media, so that they were never get real in me.

I knew about gay parade however I thought that great lovers of parade just gathered and enjoying costumes by calling themselves "homosexuals." Information via TV and other medias appeared to me just a story of very close girl friends fictionalized by intent. I mean that homosexual people just enjoy performing.

I took "homosexual love" as fashion, stance or work. I heard some homosexual person said in a TV program, "homosexual love is sometimes rather pure than heterosexual love." Even though, those lesbian people do not really purely love women, but based on a bitter memory against men, and the fact of not being able to be popular with boys, they are attached to the same sex as an amative subject. That's what I thought.

I had prejudice toward lesbian. I thought that "homosexual love" is an extension of the relationship between girls who walk hands in hands and flirt with each other.

Girls who feel comfortable being with girls and are hard to get along with boys, who are not popular with boy. Those girls just want to satisfy themselves by thinking themselves as lesbian and pursued themselves to take it natural to always be with girls. I regarded.